Healing doesn’t feel sexy, and this solo live episode gets honest about why. Christine breaks down the unglamorous side of growth: withdrawing from old patterns, losing chaos, identity shifts, and why peace feels boring before it feels safe. If healing feels lonely, uncomfortable, or messy right now, this conversation is for you. Real talk, no filters, no guest—just truth. Fifty Shades of Bullshit is broadcast live Thursdays at 4PM PT on K4HD Radio - Hollywood Talk Radio ( www.k4hd.com ) part of Talk 4 Radio ( www.talk4radio.com ) on the Talk 4 Media Network ( www.talk4media.com ). Fifty Shades of Bullshit TV Show is viewed on Talk 4 TV ( www.talk4tv.com ). Fifty Shades of Bullshit Podcast is also available on Talk 4 Media ( www.talk4media.com ), Talk 4 Podcasting ( www.talk4podcasting.com ), iHeartRadio, Amazon Music, Pandora, Spotify, Audible, and over 100 other podcast outlets.