This conversation delves into the complex journey of addiction, exploring the transition from initial enjoyment to the harsh realities of substance abuse. The speaker reflects on their childhood, the role of humour and performance in their life, and the impact of betrayal and loss due to addiction. Themes of dry sniffing, trust, cynicism, and personal growth are also examined, providing a comprehensive look at the multifaceted nature of addiction and recovery. We talk about the interplay between substance use and social dynamics, and the profound impact on relationships and self-perception. James shares personal anecdotes that highlight the deceptive nature of addiction, the struggle for control, and the journey towards recovery. Themes of paranoia, denial, and the search for connection are explored, culminating in a reflection on the fragility of relationships during times of crisis. We delve into the harrowing journey of addiction, focusing on the speaker's experiences with dry sniffing cocaine, the impact of psychosis, and the challenges faced in his marriage and parenting. It highlights the importance of community and support in recovery, as well as the ongoing struggle with self-acceptance and accountability. The speaker shares insights on the role of therapy, and the transformative power of honesty and connection in the recovery process. https://www.alcoholics-anonymous.org.uk/about-aa/what-is-aa/12-steps/ Hosted on Acast.